HAPPY NEW YEAR!

So its almost new year. Maibe your year sucked, maibe it was amazing, or if your like me it was okay so so could have been better. Do you remember your new years resolutions from last year? If you are like me you dont. Or you pretend like you dont so that you arent forced to admit that 9 out of 10 didnt come true, because you didnt follow threw with them. HAHAHAHA last year i actually said id go to the gym 3 hours EVERY single day. So this year my new year resoulutions are going to be a little more real. Now that im a little older i think im mature enough to make all of my new years resolutions come true.
Here are a few of mine:
1. Im going to get my god damn permit. Im going to DRIVE! Ill admit this was on my list last year but after i crashed my moms mercedes and my grandfathers bug all in the same summer during my yearly visit to mexico, i was a little nervous to get behind the wheel, But my confedince has been restored and i no longer think im a vehicular menice.
2.I will PARTY hard and STUDY hard. I get decent grades. I will admit that i party as much as i can but i think i could party more and get better grades. So that is what im going to do.

3.I plan on losing weight but not by exercising. Im pretty sure that never works. ill just sleep more, eat less, dance dance dance.

4. Im going to help people as much as i can. I mean i dont think you can expect to get and never give. Life doesnt work like that unfortunatly, and i want to get a lot. SO in return all give a lot. =)

5. A two month trip to europe seems perfect. I need to practice my french and it wouldnt hurt to speak spanish in barcelona, although i heard they make fun of people with mexican accents. A couple of nights clubbing in camden would be awesome, but my mom wouldnt want to pay for everything so id deffenetly need to get a job. The whole selling shoes to people with foot fetishes isnt going as well as i thought. The resetion is pretty bad i guess.

I hope every one has an amazing new years! Be realistic when making your new years resolutions. ps. I know its tradition to kiss someone on new years, but if u dont know the person you can never be sure if they have herpes of the face. Be safe!

Happy Holidays

Happy holidays everybody.

I found out that a good family friend died Thursday. His name was Victor Carranza. He also happens to be an amazing designer. I'm sad to see such a creative man leave the world. He died in a car accident a long with his mother who was in the car with him. He had just finished working on a project dedicated to the iconic actress, Marilyn Monroe. The line was called House of Monroe.

This came as a shock to both me and my mother, who grew up with him. We were talking about going on a trip to New York city to visit Victor just a few hours before my mother got the devastating call. A few hours can really change a lot. Death has been present in my life so much this year. I have had to overcome some pretty rough times in the past months, but with every tragedy you become more aware of whats important.

You don't realize how much you depend on your family until you are faced with tragedy. Like Marilyn Monroe said, "Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they are right".

mamasboy21 (10:07:44 PM): but like today actually i was looking at my phone and my mom thought i was texting. i mean i was i guess
mamasboy21 (10:08:22 PM): but not at that moment
mamasboy21(10:08:34 PM): then my mom was like stop fucking texting
LunaVirgen (10:08:51 PM): and she must hate me cos she thinks i'm a distraction
mamasboy21 (10:09:12 PM): yeah she does
LunaVirgen (10:09:20 PM): :/
mamasboy21 (10:10:08 PM): and then she said something about you that made me wanna break something
LunaVirgen (10:10:14 PM): what'd she say'
mamasboy21 (10:10:35 PM): it was kinda mean
mamasboy21 (10:10:58 PM): she said i wish that Luna girl would drop off the face of the earth...

I wouldn't mind that she disliked me if she had met me first. Because then, at least I would have had a fair chance to prove myself, and if I didn't win her over.. that's just the luck of the game. But I've had no chance to show her who I am, so her opinion of me remains anything but fair or valid. I'm stuck in a uncomfortable limbo where she has a preconceived idea of me that I am powerless to change.

This ones by my friend who would like to remain anonymous, hence the name change.

waiting for the phone to ring

I have been using guys forever. I know it isn't a good thing but that's just how i learned to get what i want. If i need to get alcohol for one of my party's i'll call a "friend" who's twenty one. Maybe i'll go on a date with him and then mention that i have to get something at a liquor store before he drops me of at home. If i need a ride ill call a "friend'. If i feel lonely and want to talk to some one I'll call one of my "friends". I never do anything more then give them a peck on the cheek. I guess i still have some morals. If that's what you want to call it.

I don't know if i just need someone to love me, although i don't care much about them. I feel good when i know someone is thinking about me. But how long will it last, before i cant look at my self in the mirror?

People say there are only two types of love. To love someone and to be loved. I have been thinking about this more and more lately. When i look back every guy I've had an interest in doesn't care much for me, and the guys who like me don't mean much to me at all.

What goes around comes around. I'm a big believer in karma, that's probably why i cant eat, or sleep without thinking about one person, who i know doesn't give a fuck about me. While a different and very nice gentleman always texts me, talks to me, and asks me out. I constantly ask my self why i cant like the nice guys.

I wish things weren't so complicated. I also wish i could eat with out feeling these damn butterfly's. I wish he'd text back. I wish i could stop worrying and get on with my life even if that means being single a while longer. At least im able to digest food without feeling the need to vomit.

five and 10

so Ive been getting into dressing well for really cheep. It just seemed right, with the economy being so wrong. I try to add a vintage feel to everything weather its an old accessory or a coat from the 60s.
I went to see the LA Opera and i wore an adorable cocktail dress from forever 21, vintage heels, vintage scarf, vintage pearl necklace, and a trench coat from forever 21. I don't have pics of the whole outfit but i have a few of the dress although they aren't very clear.